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Thursday, August 06, 2009

Dear family

To My Dearest Family:

Some things I'd like to say

but first of all to let you know

that I arrived okay

I'm writing this from Heaven

where I dwell with God above

where there's no more tears

or sadness there

is just eternal love

Please do not be unhappy

just because I'm out of sight

remember that I'm with you

every morning, noon and night

That day I had to leave you

when my life on Earth was through

God picked me up and hugged me

and He said I welcome you

It's good to have you back again

you were missed while you were gone

as for your dearest family

they'll be here later on

I need you here so badly

as part of My big plan

there's so much that we have to do

to help our mortal man

Then God gave me a list of things

He wished for me to do

and foremost on that list of mine

is to watch and care for you

And I will be beside you

every day and week and year

and when you're sad

I'm standing there

to wipe away the tear

And when you lie in bed at night

the days chores put to flight

God and I are closest to you

in the middle of the night

When you think of my life on Earth

and all those loving years

because you're only human

they are bound to bring you tears

But do not be afraid to cry

it does relieve the pain

remember there would be no flowers

unless there was some rain

I wish that I could tell you

of all that God has planned

but if I were to tell you

you wouldn't understand

But one thing is for certain

though my life on Earth is o're

I am closer to you now

than I ever was before

And to my very many friends

trust God knows what is best

I'm still not far away from you

I'm just beyond the crest

There are rocky roads ahead of you

and many hills to climb

but together we can do it

taking one day at a time

It was always my philosophy

and I'd like it for you too

that as you give unto the World

so the World will give to you

If you can help somebody

who is in sorrow or in pain

then you can say to God at night

my day was not in vain

And now I am contented

that my life it was worthwhile

knowing as I passed along the way

I made somebody smile

So if you meet somebody

who is down and feeling low

just lend a hand to pick him up

as on your way you go

When you are walking

down the street

and you've got me on your mind

I'm walking in your footsteps

only half a step behind

And when you feel the gentle breeze

or the wind upon your face

that's me giving you a great big hug

or just a soft embrace

And when it's time for you to go

from that body to be free

remember you're not going

you are coming here to me

And I will always love you

from that land way up above

Will be in touch again soon

P.S. God sends His Love


Monday, June 08, 2009

Dad is gone but not forgotten;
And as dawns another year;
In our lonely hours of thinking;
Thoughts of him are always near.
Days of sadness will come o'er us;
Friends may think the wound is healed;
But they little know the sorrow;
That lies within the heart concealed.

 

His charming ways and smiling face;
Are a pleasure to recall;
He had a kindly word for each;
And died beloved by all.

 

Nothing can ever take away;
The love a heart holds dear.
Fond memories linger every day;
Remembrance keeps him near.

 

Our kind and loving father;
We think of you today;
And recall the happy hours;
'Ere the day you passed away.
Never shall your memory fade;
And although we miss you so;
We are waiting till we also;
Leave this world of strife and woe.

 

Gone dear father, gone forever;
How we miss your smiling face;
But you left us to remember;
None on earth can take your place.
A happy home we once enjoyed;
How sweet the memory still;
But death has left a loneliness;
The world can never fill.

 

I think of him in silence;
His name I oft recall.
There is nothing left to answer;
But his picture on the wall.

 

His weary hours and days of pain;
His troubled nights are past;
And in our aching hearts we know;
He has found sweet peace at last.

 

The rolling stream of life rolls on;
But still the vacant chair;
Recalls the love, the voice, the smile;
Of the one who once sat there.

 

Gone is the face we loved so dear;
Silent is the voice we loved to hear;
Too far away for sight or speech;
But not too far for thought to reach;
Sweet to remember him who once was here;
And who though absent, is just as dear.

 

What would I give to clasp his hand;
His happy face to see;
To hear his voice and see his smile;
That meant so much to me.

 

I seem to see in the soft, dim light;
A face I loved the best;
And I think of him
  when the sun's last ray;
Goes down in the far off west.
I miss you no less as the time passes on;
Than I did on the day of your going;
For absence can never close
  the door of my heart;
And the lamp of my love is still glowing.
Your heart was the truest
  in all the world;
Your love the best to recall;
For no one on earth
  could take your place;
You are still the dearest of all

 

More and more each day we miss him;
Friends may think the wound is healed;
But they little know the sorrow;
That lies within our hearts concealed.

 

To one we will never forget;
His absence to us is a sorrow;
His loss we will always regret

 

You're not forgotten, father, dear;
Nor ever shall you be;
As long as life and memory last;
I shall remember thee.

 

Our family circle has been broken;
A link gone from our chain;
But though we're parted for awhile;
We know we'll meet again.
We shall meet with many a loved one;
That was torn from our embrace;
We shall listen to their voices;
And behold them face to face.
Sunshine passes, shadows fall;
Love's remembrance outlasts all.

 

Nothing can ever take away;
The love a heart holds dear;
Fond memories linger every day;
Remembrance keeps him near.

 

His smiling way and pleasant face;
Are a pleasure to recall;
He had a kindly word for each;
And died beloved by all.
Some day we hope to meet him;
To clasp his hand in a better land;
Someday we know not when;
Never to part again.

 

One by one they go before us;
They are fading like the dew;
But we know they're watching o'er us;
They the good, the fair, the true.
They are waiting for us only;
Where no pain can ever mar;
Dear ones who left us lonely;
Watch us through the gates ajar.
There a father, there a mother;
Gone with those gates ajar.

STOP!!!!

 

A special smile, a special face;
And in our hearts a special place;
No words we speak can ever say;
How much we miss you everyday.
To hear your voice and see you smile;
To sit and talk to you awhile;
To be together in the same old way;
Would be our dearest wish today.
Put your arms around him Lord ;
Treat him with special care;
Make up for all he suffered;
And all that seemed unfair.

 

 

A special smile, a special face;
And in our hearts a special place;
No words we speak can ever say;
How much we miss you everyday.
To hear your voice and see you smile;
To sit and talk to you awhile;
To be together in the same old way;
Would be our dearest wish today.
Put your arms around him Lord ;
Treat him with special care;
Make up for all he suffered;
And all that seemed unfair.

Verse M020
His weary hours and days of pain;
His troubled nights are past;
And in our aching hearts we know;
He has found sweet peace at last.

Verse M021
Gone is the face we loved so dear;
Silent is the voice we loved to hear;
Too far away for sight or speech;
But not too far for thought to reach;
Sweet to remember him;
Who once was here;
And who though absent, is just as dear.

Verse M022
What would I give to clasp his hand;
His happy face to see;
To hear his voice and see his smile;
That meant so much to me.

Verse M023
Silently the angels took daddy;
Into the mansion above.
There shall he rest from earth's toil;
Safe in the arms of God's love.

Verse M024
His helping hand was always first;
To render any aid he could;
His voice was always raised in praise;
His words were wise and good.
Dear Father, since you've gone away;
The ones you loved so true;
Try hard to carry on the way;
We know you'd want us to.

Verse M025
His charming ways and smiling face;
Are a pleasure to recall.
He had a kindly word for each;
And died beloved of all.

Verse M026
Nothing can ever take away;
The love a heart holds dear;
Fond memories linger every day;
Remembrance keeps him near.

Verse M027
Our kind and loving father;
We think of you today;
And recall the happy hours;
'Ere the day you passed away.
Never shall your memory fade;
And although we miss you so;
We are waiting 'til we also leave;
This world of strife and woe.

Verse M029
Time may heal the broken heart;
Time may make the wound less sore;
But time can never stop the longing;
For the loved one gone before.

Verse M030
Beside your grave I often stand;
With heart both crushed and sore.
Silent 'til the sweet words come;
"Not lost, but gone before".
God knows how much I miss you;
He counts the tears I shed;
And whispers, "He only sleeps;
Your loved one is not dead".
So I'll be brave, dear daddy;
And pray to God each day;
And when He calls me home to you;
Your smile will guide the way.

Verse M031
All his toils and conflicts o'er;
Lo, he dwells with Christ above;
Oh, what glories he's discovered;
In the Saviour whom he loved.

Verse M032
Our family circle has been broken;
A link gone from our chain;
But though we're parted for awhile;
We know we'll meet again.
We shall meet with many a loved one;
That was torn from our embrace;
We shall listen to their voices;
And behold them face to face.

Verse M033
The rolling stream of life rolls on;
But still the vacant chair;
Recalls the love, the voice, the smile;
Of the one who once sat there.

Verse M034
His smiling way and pleasant face;
Are a pleasure to recall.
He had a kindly word for each;
And died beloved by all.
Some day we hope to meet him;
To clasp his hand in a better land;
Someday we know not when;
Never to part again.
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Verse M035
Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn's rain;
Of quiet birds in circled flight;
I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die.

Verse M036
Remember him with a smile today;
He was not one for tears.
Reflect instead on memories;
Of all the happy years.
Recall to mind the way he spoke;
And all the things he said;
His strength, his stance, the way he walked;
Remember these instead.
The good advice he'd give us;
His eyes that shone with laughter;
So much of him will never die;
But live on forever after.
As we loved you, so we miss you;
In our memory you are near;
Loved, remembered, longed for always;
Bringing many a silent tear.

Verse M037
Another year has passed
  since God called you away;
But still we miss you
  each and every day.
What we wouldn't give
  to take one more walk;
Or just quietly sit and
  have one more talk.
Miss you Dad -- and always will.


Monday, May 04, 2009

Happy 50th Birthday to a Great Man!

Hi Daddy,

Happy Birthday!!!! I would do anything to be able to pick the phone up and wish you a happy birthday myself but since Heaven doesnt allow me to call, I thought I would write you a letter and send it to you.

 

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to my daddy

Happy Birthday to you!!

Sitting here knowing that your special day is here and not being able to call you is killing my inside. I want to just call you so bad and just sit there for hours telling you how much i miss you and love you. My heartaches and longs for the kisses you gave, the bear hugs you gave and the smiles you put on my face. You will never know how much you dying has affected me. But even though you cant be here I will celebrate your day for you, give all the hugs, all the kisses and all the smiles you gave for so many years. I'm trying really hard to get through my day without crying or missing you to much. But its not working. I want to be selfish and have you back, but i know i will never get it and your an angel now. Please know I miss you and really wouold give everything I have just to have you back!!

I love you daddy

And I hope god throws you a big birthday because you deserve it.

So Happy Birthday again Dad, please know i love and miss you with every ounce i have!!


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Is my heart into it

One might ask themselves if there heart is really into it?. But to me thats a very vague question and could lead to a very vage answer. I'm not one of those people and feel that I need to explain myself more. Is my heart really into my job? That is a question I have been asking myself for the last couple of weeks. I truely dont know anymore. When I first came to Texcan my job excited me and the thought of becoming something excited me.But here I am a year and a half later and I'm debating weather to stay or to go. I truely enjoy my job  


Wednesday, April 01, 2009

I always wonder about you...

I cant help but to come home and the first thing i want to check is the history on the computer. I fell asleep, and thinking your a good man, I think you would be sitting there folding clothes. BUT NO!! Of course not, your going looking at other bitches photos on facebook.. What am i not good enough for you?? Do I not have big enough tits?? Is it that my hair is brown and not blonde?? Its it that i choose to have an opinion instead of being a robot like all the other dumb sluts?? Please tell me.. I'm sick of feeling like i'm not good enough for you, or you feel like you could have something better.. If thats how you feel, we really need to look at who we are as a couple, becuase were never going to make it if you feel this way!! When you say your out late with friends or are working late.... are you really working late?? Or are you off seeing another whore like your used to?? I'm sick of feeling like these ugly bitches were better... DO YOU NOT SEE RIGHT??? I'm 100000 times better then any of those fat, pig face sluts!!! Yet in your mind, i'm not... I should not be feeling this way, i should feel like the princess that i am... I'm so good to you, i make sure you have everything you want and need... Yet for some reason, you cant give me what i need... All of you, Emotionaly, physically and mentally... Its simple yet you just cant do it



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